It’s funny, really. I’m still sort of wrestling with a lot of things, what to do with this blog being higher on the list than it probably should be. I kinda feel like walking away for a while, until it all starts to feel natural again; I also feel like I should keep things going just to maintain some inertia. Hence me sticking with the MM’s even when I let everything else fall along the wayside. Call it just a dogged determination. Or plain stubbornness. That last one has been hurled at me as an epithet more than once. I refer you to the old story of my best friend once saying “Chad, you’re such a contrary sumbitch that if you drowned your body would float upstream.”
I’ll figure it all out.
Things are really complicated for me right now, and I can’t exactly see where I’m headed, but for the first time in a long time I don’t exactly feel lost, either. I don’t know where I’m going, but I believe I’m headed in the right direction.
I believe in my choices.
I believe in myself.
These are, for me, pleasant changes.
Joe Satriani, “I Believe”
Y’all have a good, sleepy, post-DST Monday!